ROCKING IT OUT ... OR NOT!๐ฃ๐ธ๐
/โAre you sure you want to come to this music concert with me tomorrow?โ my husband asks. ๐ธ๐ผ 'You know that you're free right? You don't have to come!โ he says speculatively. ๐
'I'm all good โ Iโm happy to join you (an image of my 20yr old self at a music concert letting lose, forms in my memory). I've got this' I murmur. ๐ช At least I think I do - it is strange I don't feel a lot about it. But I'm sure I'll feel different when I'm there right?! ๐ค Right? (๐ฅWarning signs๐ฅ)
Six hours later at the music concert โ the ground is vibrating with the power of huge speakers๐; my head is in agony with the volume of the noise! ๐ฃ I'm calling on mother earth, the stars, the moon, the elements to balance out my vibration โญ๐๐๐ช๐. How much longer must my sensitivity endure this?? How many more electric guitar solos are left? ๐ ๐ต๐ฅด๐คฏWhat was I thinking โ I know how sensitive my energy is!
Experience has the value! How many times have you put yourself in an environment that isnโt conducive to your natural way of being? ๐ฑ๐น The warning signs were there but you seduced or encouraged yourself to fit in. The contrast definitely helped me appreciate my peaceful, quiet and gentle life! โฎ๐ฑโฎ
I apologised to my inner child for not giving to and valuing her sensitivity. ๐๐ฑ๐งโโ๏ธ It offered me an opportunity to love and receive this part of me more than ever before and not take it for granted. ๐โค
How about you? What environments do you thrive in? Is there something that you could fine tune in your home environment so that it feels how you desire it to? ๐ก๐๐ What parts of yourself do you want to value more or consider before leaning into an unfamiliar environment? ๐Are you conscious of your bodyโs warning signs in different environments? โก๐จ๐ฅ
Please know that you are so welcome to email me back if you have any questions, feedback or if there is anything I can help you with. Here's to creating Emotionally Happy Homesยฎ from the inside out. ๐ก๐
Sending you all so much love,
Kirsten